So it's been about two weeks since I last talked to you.
I've been doing okay with it...keeping busy. But I was talking about you today and now you're on my mind.
I wonder if you got those pages I printed from my website and sent through interoffice mail. I hope no one else got them by mistake.
I made that CD for you, even though I know you'll never make one for me. My Top 5. I couldn't stand to waste the rest of the space on the CD so I just went ahead and filled it up with other random good music.
The track list is as follows: Untouchable Face ~ Ani Difranco
All I Want Is You ~ U2
Lovesong ~ The Cure
I Stil Do ~ The Cranberries
Do What You Have To Do ~ Sarah McLachlan
"So fuck you and your untouchable face. And fuck you for existing in the first place."
"All the promises we make from the cradle to the grave. And all I want is you."
"However far away, I will always love you. However long I stay, I will always love you. Whatever words I say, I will always love you."
"I don't want to leave you even though I have to. I don't want to love you. Oh, I still do."
"Fate has lead you through it. You do what you have to do. But I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go. Every moment maked with apparitions of your soul. I've ever swiftly moving, trying to escape this desire. The yearning to be near you. I do what I have to do. I know I can't be with you. I do what I have to do. But I have the sense to recognize that I dont' know how to let you go."
Maybe one day I won't become melancholy when I think of you. It has lessened and lessoned. I'm sure it will get easier with time. Everything always does.
